RJK 5000

i went over to my mom’s house for dinner even though it wasn’t even a wednesday.  i needed to drop off some things and pick up a few things.  the funny part was that when i got there my brother informed us that he wouldn’t be able to join us for wednesday night dinner because he has to work.  so we enjoyed a family dinner tonight instead.  i’m glad it worked out because i would have hated to skip a week.  i’ll be sad when our lives change and wednesday night dinners become a thing of the past like thursday nights at mcmurphy’s, or coolout sundays or whatever in chicago.  i’m trying to keep this alive here.

been trying to take steps towards modifying things in my life.  trying to balance instant gratification with long-term rewards.  i mean i guess things are currently pretty balanced in that they both appear to be equally low.  haha.  now we set things in motion and just hope for the best.

i am really tired and not relaxed.  i’m thinking about things that nobody likes.