RJK 5000

I’m tired again.  I nearly fell asleep in that bubble bath.  I felt slightly fuzzy today, meaning I drank too much alcohol at the bar the night before.  it was fun though.  I chilled with some new friends who are funny and extremely talented.  this new social life of mine is actually pretty interesting.  can you believe that.

i took it easy tonight.  I went to kung fu class and then ran some miles on the treadmill.  7.5 miles today.  Can you believe that?  my knee hurts though.  thanks to that girl, do you think she went to hell yet?

I want to go to sleep.  I am so happy it is friday.  I hope you have a good weekend.  eat something delicious, like seared ahi.

After work I met up with my mom to purchase technology.  She bought a new desktop computer for herself and I got a junky printer.  She treated me to sushi at our favorite sushi place and then we had dessert and ate chocolate.  It was really fun.

I was tired all day today.  And I’m out of water again!

I feel pretty good. After work I chilled at home and talked on the telephone with dre. And then I went to kung fu class, which was a lot of fun. sifu is teaching me sticking legs and leg sweeps now. my flat feet and i are kind of bad at it, but i guess that is why i go to class and practice.

I went to the gym afterwards and totally killed it. Ran 4.5 miles in record rjk time, like all eight-minute miles. yay me. the ipod kept playing one awesome sing-along punk rock song after another. i didn’t see the lady who i inspired. and the popular hip hop guy said hi to me.

Came home and took that bubble bath again. then I chatted online with kt. it is kind of weird that i am her “friend,” but she seems like a good person.

now i’m just going to ignore my dirty dishes and go to sleep. I hope for more dreams.

if everyday were like today, i’d be skinny.

I have been having pleasant dreams lately. the other morning I woke up laughing in my sleep. And last night I had the celebrated swimming pool dream. I was swimming in a crystalline pool with goggles on but I removed them while i was underwater and my vision became clearer.

there was a fat guy floating face-down in the pool. i think it was nick bangar from high school. when i approached him he rolled over on to his side and was sleeping, floating on the surface of the water on his side. he woke up a second later, embarrassed about falling asleep in the middle of a pool party. we all (who? not sure) laughed in good fun. i sure love a good pool party.

Hi.

I am not going to write much because I want to go to sleep. But Chewy’s benefit event was a smashing success. The homies raised nearly $15,000 for Cynthia, her baby, and Chewy’s family. Absolutely amazing. Friends rule.

I drank wine and jameson tonight. Makes me feel real good. Ahh. Good night.

Well, here I am at home, totally missing Frosty’s birthday party.  I am kind of tired and I just finished up some baking and don’t really feel like leaving the house now.

I ate too much food again.  Back to cognitive behavioral therapy.

Jonny stopped by tonight.  We just drank a beer and talked and caught up on things.  It’s nice to be friends for real.

Yesterday I received some mail from ucsb, normal alumni junk mail.  I have been missing santa barbara and have been wanting to take a quick trip up there.  just to be there.  so last night instead of going to the red lion, marcus and I decided to go “somewhere fun” and headed up to sb.  the drive was pretty quick and it was definitely cool drinking beer in new spots.  We went to this terrible dance club type place and then i heard someone say, “hey! hey! skater girl!”  the person didn’t remember my name, but it was someone i used to ride skateboards with in college.  gian camponella (maybe he’ll google his own name and see this).  i can’t believe he recognized me, it has been nearly ten years.  santa barbara is weird, but very cool.  and what was he doing at that awful club anyway.  and where was tony tieu.

Today i baked cakes and banana bread for tomorrow’s bake sale.  I will bake cookies after I take a nap.  And then I’ll be going to the female robot rapper’s birthday party.  fun times.

Man, I’m so tired and pretty excited about going to bed at a normal hour. It doesn’t even feel like tomorrow is Friday so that’s just a little extra icing on the cupcake.

I just had the best conversation with the ritz. she made me realize something quite significant about myself. no, not the gay thing (but maybe?!). something therapeutic, related to self-esteem and confidence and discovering coolness. we are cool i guess. look at yourself and see how cool you are. and then get to know yourself and see how cool you really are. neat, huh.

i should buy boots. haha.

i should land heelflips every time.

i want to write more but I want to take advantage of all the valuable hours i have available to do nothing with but sleep through.

i hope you have an excellent weekend.

Please attend the benefit for Chewy’s family. it is on sunday.  I will give you cake and cookies. Hope to see you there. Thanks.

i saw the ritz today. we met up for happy hour and it was awesome. she is the best and she is so cute.

then went to a bar downtown that i had never been to before. it was fun.

then went to the pub and did a sake bomb for gabe’s birthday. that was fun.

i guess that is about all though.

I just took a bath. It feels like college, taking a bath at 3am. Except I’m not eating red vines and I’m not drinking mountain dew and i’m not studying for a biochemistry final and i’m not writing a paper about antebellum literature. i guess it doesn’t really feel like college. feels pretty good though.

i inspired a woman at the gym tonight. yep, she said, “you inspired me.” and now she is going to buy a jump rope. pretty cool. i hope i recognize her when i see her again. she kind of looked like a lot of other people in this world, but i want to be able to identify her and see if she really gets down with rope jumping. who knows maybe it’s finally time for double dutch triple unders. woo. or maybe i didn’t inspire nothing.

maybe i should try going to sleep now. i’m not working from home tomorrow so the morning time might be kind of miserable like college.

i feel bothered again tonight. except i can’t really determine what the cause is. maybe it’s just gas. ?. maybe it’s the basic instructions before leaving earth thing. maybe it’s the helium inside the energy ball 5000.

maybe i should just hold on and see what happens.